I Know...

Dear lovers 

 

Even though I have, if you will, an almost romanticized affinity for Socrates’ famous aphorism “I know that I know nothing,” I am simultaneously under no delusion that knowledge is wholly unattainable. It is attainable. I am not going to address the paradoxical nature of the saying or rant on of epistemological concerns, but rather, I will simply state that if one can, in the vast cosmic ocean of truth, somehow come to a knowledge of at least one thing, which one thing is already shown in the saying, that of knowing the extent of ones ignorance, then, thusly, one is capable of knowing two things, then three, and so forth, each bit of knowledge resting squarely upon the previous one. In every thinking individual it should be of paramount importance to continually evaluate what it is that we profess to know. 

 

I struggle with this every day, especially when it pertains to my faith. It is not easy, but the struggle for understanding is a truly special pursuit, one that does, indeed, lead to enlightenment. It is sacred to endeavor to know.

Tired Mumblings and Oceans of Diamond

It’s been awhile. I don’t know what to write. I’ve thought about taking the long and lonely strides into the deepness of melancholic felicity, but I am just too tired to think about that stuff right now. The ephemeral wisps of eternal wonder that grace the soul in moments still are getting better at hide and seek as I make strides in mortal endeavors. Basically I’m more concerned with passing my classes and sleeping than spending time with the stars and not sleeping. I suppose it is a good thing.

 

But I still feel like I need to post something. Let’s see, there are important issues that need to be addressed, to be sure. So, I guess I could write of politics, giving my opinions while fighting for my ideals and try my hand at changing the world. But when I think of ISIS, abortion, gun control, I don’t see a playing field where everyone gets to put their two cents in and where rational discussion is welcomed. I see democrats vs. republicans. I see pro-life, vs. pro-choice. I see religion vs. science. I see an ocean of prejudice pervading the fabric of our society while those in power capitalize off of the ensuing animosity. So what is to be done? I wish I had some clever solution, and were I not simply exhausted all of the time I might have come up with one, but the truth is, I just don’t know what to do about all of that. Chaos is ensuing and I am letting it. Yet, I feel like passing my classes is, at least in some respect, a good excuse. 

 

On a different note, I think it’s been 12:49 AM for the last forty-five minutes. Either the clock on my comput… Oh, look at that. It just became 12:50 AM. I’ve been eyeing the time ever since I realized that it seems like it (time) hasn’t been moving very fast. I think it’s because I am a Time Lord who hit his head and doesn’t remember who he is, time wrapping and warping around me like the ceiling of my Ford Aerostar doing a 110MPH going down the hill toward the Park City Ski Resort. Or I just hit my head. One or the other.

 

Anyway. I have sprained my foot filming for my next skate post and have been taking it easy for the last week or two. Easy, meaning, I am not skateboarding. But I was not not skating not before I caught the eye of a budding filmer who wanted to film me do a line (multiple tricks in a row… just in case that needed to be clarified) of which you can view on his channel here.  

 

Back to figuring everything out. Maybe I could leave all of that mumbo jumbo to the politicians and patriots and write of interesting facts instead deflecting the imminent realities in pursuit of momentary intrigue. Like, I just found out that Neptune might have oceans of liquid diamond with icebergs of solid diamond covering its surface. Yes, I just wrote that sentence. Or maybe I could share my thoughts on the fascinating growing phenomenon of people who believe the world is flat. Seriously, there are people who “know” that it’s flat. I mean, you’d think that Eratosthenes’ triangulating the rays of sun with a stick and a water-well to calculate the circumference of the Earth would be sufficient enough to convince anyone of the curvature of the world. But no, because it turns out that if the Earth was flat and the sun wasn’t 93 million miles away but rather just a few thousand miles away you literally get the same results. So it turns out, that his calculations prove one of two things. Either the sun is 93 million miles away and spherical or it is three thousand miles away and flat. I promise you that anything you can think of to say that Earth is round, flat-earthers can explain it away. It is actually really fascinating to me.

 

Anyway, moving on. Actually, I have nothing else to say. The Church is true. The Earth is round. I don’t have any idea what this Dworkins fellow is talking about in Justice for Hedgehogs, and similarly I have no idea what to do about the impending apocalypse set to take place in thirty years. But I’ll figure that out a little later. I’m going to sleep. Good night.

 

Oh, I forgot to mention that Mad Max is a documentary sent back in time and presented as a fictional story to warn us of what is to come. I know this because I am a Time Lord. We have thirty years, apparently. Goodnight

School, Maces, and Skateboarding

Homo Sapiens have just domesticated the dog (Sapiens, Yuval Noah Harari), the Hyksos are invading Egypt (The History of the Ancient World, Susan Wise Bauer), Shasta was just mistaken for Prince Corin (The Horse and His Boy, C.S. Lewis), and the Fox just devoured the Eagle’s eaglets after they fell from their nests (Aesop’s Fables), (I read about four books at a time). And I am still getting better at skateboarding. Seriously, I have done a dozen tricks in the last three months that I’ve never done before. And, also, I’m scraping by in school. But making it.

 

Speaking of school. It’s a double edged sword. Maybe it’s triple or quadruple edged. No, it’s a mace swinging wildly over my head as I charge into battle with nothing but aspirations and dreams, and hopes of writing my next book that will steal the public’s heart and launch me into an exhilarating and eccentric writing career. Wait, so why am I going to school? I can utilize the internet, long spans of time, and other people to teach me how to more properly place my commas. Alas, it is no other reason than that I am stubborn. I don’t like to be beaten. And let me tell you, school has beaten me. It has stomped me into the pavement, broken my shell and left me there to die, just like I did to that poor snail last night… Oh my gosh. You don’t know what horror is until you see a snail on the last step in the dark just in time to skip the step and jump over it, only to come down on it’s homie just below the step with all your weight, and barefoot… It was horrible. It really was. I still shudder to think of it.

 

Anyway, I want to move on from that experience, so let's move on, shall we? Back to skateboarding. I love skateboarding. It is so fun. Art is often times mentally and emotionally demanding. Skateboarding is that, but it adds a hefty physical element to it. The gears turn and grind to think of the trick in the mind, then you put your heart into the idea. You're going to give it all you have but even after it all you know that it might not love you back, then you launch yourself at the obstacle in order to perform the physical feat of it. The outcome is wondrous, or it is abysmally vexing. That synthesis though, that combination of realities is beautiful to me. The love, the art, the pain, the wonder, the thrill. It keeps me young. That might sound weird to say, because one could argue that it is a physically abusive sport. But I’d argue that it’s only detrimental if you don’t know how to fall properly, which is an art form in and of itself.

 

Well, that's all I got tonight. I work in, guess how many hours. Yup. It’s a small post, I know, but I just needed to say something, even if it was just a little something. I needed to send my thoughts into the void of the internet for those rare eyes who come across my little domain. And I promise more content is coming soon, on all the things. I've been working hard.

Dear lovers, goodnight. May your dreams come true.

Late Night Zeppelin

It’s 2am, I’m restless, my head is killing me, and I work in three hours. What better time to write—right? There is so much on my mind. To begin with, I’ve recently decided that a Bachelors Degree is actually a possibility. It might still take me awhile yet to get there but I feel a new vigor rising up in me allowing an ability to press forward a few classes at a time. I passed two over Spring Semester, and now during the Summer I am going for three. Paying for it out of pocket makes the finances a little tight but it’s doable. If all goes well the Fall will herald in four more classes. At that time I’ll be well on my way to a Bachelor of Science.

 

Then there is Legendory. I got to start spreading the word on this one. This is something I’m invested in. I'm going to be completely honest. I've had several serious talks with people and my coworker as to whether the idea is going to work. We're not kidding ourselves. It could be a major flop, but it could be the beginning of something very unique, fun, and possibly lucrative. We are so close to offering some first content to actually show people, but at this time I have nothing other than my nervously excited words to offer. My coworker showed me the draft of the cover page to the website he's been working on, and it was very cool. We anticipate a full launch come the Summer of 2017. I'll try to have something to show before then, though. Just stay tuned. I can’t say much more than that.

 

After that, I’m two tricks into my ten trick video for my next Skate with Jake post. Once I have ten tricks to show I’ll post it. My only goal with this is to continually post better and better tricks to push my abilities and to share with the world what it is that I love. I think I will always promote skateboarding. I find myself dreaming of the tricks I want to get. Actually, I think that is why I can’t sleep right now. I broke my board today on a tre-flip over a divide to nose manual and I'm bummed about it. Snapped the nose clean through. I have two gripped boards sitting on my desk, though. Not to worry. I stay prepared, and am going back tomorrow after work to get it done.

Yet another burst of creativity has recently been expanding in my mind. I have committed to writing about ten-thousand words for a first chapter of a new novel I am undertaking. I’m about two thousand words in. My plan is to write a chapter, get it edited, post it to my site, see how it is received and then, if well, write the next section. This isn't Planet Builders, bytheway. I became a little distraught with that project for reasons I can't elucidate at this time. No, this is a completely new project that I am undertaking unassociated from anything I've done before.

 

Then there is my discussions youtube channel which is on the verge of becoming a reality. All it will be is a Q and A channel with multiple managers who discuss questions of science, politics, theology, philosophy, and why zebras have stripes. I’m just dragging my feet on this one cuz all I have to do is upload a video. Actually I need to think of a name too, because, I guess Philosophers Fire is too dramatic… Oh, the world I live in. I mean the world in my head. I live in my head. Who doesn’t?

 

Lastly, I just thought I’d mention that the greatest perk to going back to school is that I get to listen to Led Zeppelin more often. I just YouTube Zeppelin and do homework for hours. It works out pretty damn good.

 

That is all. Good night dear lovers.

Life Update: Swamped

Well, I feel bad. I haven’t posted anything for awhile. Like three weeks. And even this post will really only be a quick update on life. And let’s just say, I have been swamped. Between two jobs (fifty something hours between the two of them), school (only two classes, but I mean, like, actually passing two classes), stressing out about the thing that is not supposed to be stressful; skating (I randomly got, like, two-thousand views and 17 subs in two days on a shameful skate vid I uploaded to my Skate with Jake YouTube channel and I’m feeling obligated to make a MUCH better video now to appease my out-of-nowhere fanbase), and starting a business with a coworker(Legendory Creative Writing Made Social (more details coming soon (I’ve placed parentheses within parentheses before but never parentheses within parentheses within parentheses!))), and, let’s see, anything else? Oh yes, I am also beginning a personal experiment with, yet another YouTube channel I’ve tentatively titled Philosophers Fire (I have a problem ok), of which, again, more details will appear shortly. OMG, I think I just puked. Time to watch some Dumbfoundead take on Dizaster (yes, I watch KOTD rap battles. What are you going to do about it??) Go Dumfoundead!